I don't like the school year; boyfriends, drama, class stress, it makes my head whirl. I didn't want to snap it off with my boyfriend. So my grandmother told me i was a "minipulated door matt" to him. and i'm not! i just like him a lot; i know hes needy and kind of a ass. but he has special times, i don't think i love him as much as i did. but i don't want to break it off yet; he's very special to me :)
BUT I"M NOT A DOOR MATT; and thats why i hate her in a sort of way; she makes her comments and thinks nothing of how i would feel! we get in fights a lot, but its still not my dad so its better... my mother told me in life choose the the lesser of the two evils.
What made it worse is i came home so happy going to tell her i didn't have to take my Alg I class over and that filled me with pride to know i passed the toughest class i had- well to me anyways; then fucking ass hole Danny opened his mouth i want to smother him with a pillow; but he said "did you end it" and every one listened like it was the end of a who-done-it trial, when i said no thats when she told me i was a "door matt." i a'm infuriated
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