Friday, August 26, 2011

Bubble Gum

Bubble Gum is my alter ego, she likes to be bare footed, and has a ver loud mouth; just like her creator. shes super lazy and is a bit of a sosciopath, she has no consept of how feelings work, therefore she hardly knows herself; when she becomes sad she can't express it unfortunately; she just sits down and listens to her music; she can't do anyrhing else. she's quite a character; her parents think ill of her because of her personality; she lovess to be bare footed, and likes puple lives so paralell; her hobbies include listinig to korn and playing her bass,
she lives a lonely life and is ver elusive, she lies a lot too. but thats okay; shes just creative, Bubble Gum is confused in school life and all aspects of everything, she is ver selfless and tries to be a good person but how does that person live when everyone around her is evil.
she has a facination with drugs too, not experimenting but there affects.
makes Bubble Gum mis-understood; she likes dead bodies.

she comes out of me when i go into bitch mode, she lets me speak my mind and gives me emotions i didn't think exsisted. she is very cocky; I'm generally chill and not very cocky; but she lives 75% of my life she is me; shes the numbness when the fights start at home; the stubborne look in the mirror; the reason we dis-like the reflection, she insults mercilessly; she gives honest opinions; and help when asked for it; Bubble Gum hates drugs passionatley; it destroyed our best friend; i suppose thats where she made her apperance in my life, she had alwasys been there. just reclusive with very rare apprances. She made me very cold in a year; and made me less of a matt on the floor, however we have compassion for those in need of help; even if we can't we'll take a good hard 3 swings at it.
She's very territorial- she dis-likes any individual who passes the sacred RED line, when people pass that line they are beind our wall lurking in out castle. and it bothers us, enrages us; i may sound schizo; but i dont change personalites; she doesn;t exsits, but she is me, just an ego of mine.
both of us made a wall to keep people out of our heads.
she originated when i was about six. People fed us lies, shoved them down our throats, and we hated three people for that. we hate because we do not know, we sit behind that wall together and just draw, think and  wander endlessly and try
to live another day
survive my life in a whole; never return to the past and forge ahead.
(Bubble Gum)

and when times are tough i know she has my back

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